1 00:00:01,667 --> 00:00:04,036 ? ? 2 00:00:22,281 --> 00:00:26,025 ? ? 3 00:00:29,792 --> 00:00:32,528 Previously on Star Trek: Strange New Worlds... 4 00:00:32,529 --> 00:00:34,293 SPOCK: Apologies. My mind has not been easy 5 00:00:34,294 --> 00:00:35,495 to quiet lately. 6 00:00:35,496 --> 00:00:37,468 -(grunting) -LA'AN: We've been heading 7 00:00:37,469 --> 00:00:38,931 in different directions for a while now. 8 00:00:38,932 --> 00:00:40,536 SPOCK: I should have been there for you. 9 00:00:40,537 --> 00:00:42,100 LA'AN: Spock, there's no tragedy 10 00:00:42,101 --> 00:00:44,035 in a romance reaching its natural conclusion. 11 00:00:44,036 --> 00:00:46,146 -UNA: Want to talk? -PIKE: How can we love 12 00:00:46,279 --> 00:00:48,175 the people in our lives so deeply... 13 00:00:48,310 --> 00:00:50,178 -How? -JULIET: Here! 14 00:00:50,314 --> 00:00:51,644 -Hey! Get in here. -Hi, Dad. 15 00:00:51,645 --> 00:00:53,445 PIKE: ...and then, one day, 16 00:00:53,580 --> 00:00:55,215 simply never see them again? 17 00:00:55,216 --> 00:00:56,650 I don't know what happened. 18 00:00:56,651 --> 00:00:58,356 The thought of losing you gave me 19 00:00:58,357 --> 00:01:01,253 the power I needed to open up the fabric of space and time. 20 00:01:01,254 --> 00:01:03,484 PIKE: Maybe memory is as real as the present 21 00:01:03,562 --> 00:01:07,396 and no one we have ever loved is truly gone. 22 00:01:14,707 --> 00:01:17,076 ? ? 23 00:01:33,092 --> 00:01:34,924 -M'BENGA: Captain. -(muttering) 24 00:01:35,060 --> 00:01:37,563 You had us all worried. 25 00:01:37,698 --> 00:01:39,223 Follow my light. 26 00:01:39,359 --> 00:01:40,758 What happened? 27 00:01:40,893 --> 00:01:43,831 You were in a terrible shuttle accident. 28 00:01:43,966 --> 00:01:45,232 I was? 29 00:01:45,233 --> 00:01:46,902 Everything looks so different. 30 00:01:46,903 --> 00:01:48,039 So... 31 00:01:48,040 --> 00:01:50,074 It's bright and- I don't know- hazy? 32 00:01:50,075 --> 00:01:51,372 Did you change the lights? 33 00:01:51,373 --> 00:01:54,441 Do you remember anything? 34 00:01:54,577 --> 00:01:57,748 You were caught in an asteroid belt. 35 00:01:58,350 --> 00:02:00,714 The dreaded Abbott-Chancellor Collision. 36 00:02:00,916 --> 00:02:05,383 It's a good thing you were once an ace test pilot. 37 00:02:05,519 --> 00:02:07,558 Otherwise you'd be dead. 38 00:02:07,694 --> 00:02:09,456 Now tell me, 39 00:02:09,592 --> 00:02:13,792 what is the last thing you remember? 40 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:15,893 Oh. Uh, 41 00:02:15,894 --> 00:02:18,168 hosting a captain's table after we returned 42 00:02:18,169 --> 00:02:19,567 from the Kiriaki mission. 43 00:02:23,471 --> 00:02:25,204 That was two weeks ago. 44 00:02:25,406 --> 00:02:27,474 Two weeks? What? 45 00:02:27,676 --> 00:02:29,486 Your injury is worse than I thought. 46 00:02:29,643 --> 00:02:31,383 It can only mean one thing. 47 00:02:31,384 --> 00:02:32,410 What? 48 00:02:32,411 --> 00:02:34,351 You have... 49 00:02:35,217 --> 00:02:36,853 ...cosmic amnesia. 50 00:02:36,988 --> 00:02:39,088 (dramatic sting) 51 00:02:39,223 --> 00:02:41,151 PIKE: Do you hear that? 52 00:02:41,287 --> 00:02:42,337 Oh. 53 00:02:42,358 --> 00:02:43,924 Are we back in the musical? 54 00:02:44,193 --> 00:02:47,203 -Doctor. I have an update on Lieutenant Spock. -Oh, thank God. 55 00:02:47,298 --> 00:02:48,860 What? What happened to Spock? 56 00:02:52,369 --> 00:02:54,238 He was with you on the shuttle. 57 00:02:54,374 --> 00:02:56,935 I know you did everything you could, but... 58 00:02:57,070 --> 00:03:00,373 he suffered severe blunt force trauma to his torso, 59 00:03:00,508 --> 00:03:01,978 where his heart is located. 60 00:03:02,114 --> 00:03:04,276 He went into cardiac arrest. 61 00:03:04,411 --> 00:03:07,014 And to save him, 62 00:03:07,149 --> 00:03:09,015 I had to... 63 00:03:09,016 --> 00:03:12,925 Y-You had to what? What-what is with the dramatic pauses? 64 00:03:12,926 --> 00:03:13,976 Both of you. Come on. 65 00:03:14,159 --> 00:03:15,319 I had to induce a coma. 66 00:03:15,454 --> 00:03:17,625 ? ? 67 00:03:20,729 --> 00:03:22,626 Has he been here this entire time? 68 00:03:22,761 --> 00:03:24,900 You did what you had to do. 69 00:03:25,035 --> 00:03:26,496 He'll need... 70 00:03:26,632 --> 00:03:28,001 a heart transplant. 71 00:03:28,137 --> 00:03:29,187 Really? 72 00:03:29,271 --> 00:03:30,742 But he looks fine. 73 00:03:30,877 --> 00:03:32,811 There is one hope. 74 00:03:32,947 --> 00:03:35,077 An experimental surgery. 75 00:03:35,213 --> 00:03:37,045 A living heart transplant. 76 00:03:37,180 --> 00:03:38,446 The risk is enormous. 77 00:03:38,582 --> 00:03:41,380 To clone a living donor's heart... 78 00:03:41,381 --> 00:03:42,681 What are you looking at? 79 00:03:42,682 --> 00:03:45,950 ...both patients could die. 80 00:03:47,090 --> 00:03:48,140 Or worse. 81 00:03:48,141 --> 00:03:49,256 CHAPEL: La'An thinks she's found 82 00:03:49,257 --> 00:03:50,425 a donor. 83 00:03:50,426 --> 00:03:52,131 She's taken a shuttle to go and get them. 84 00:03:52,132 --> 00:03:53,492 Computer, am I in a simulation? 85 00:03:53,493 --> 00:03:54,543 (computer chimes) 86 00:03:54,696 --> 00:03:55,859 COMPUTER: Negative. 87 00:03:55,860 --> 00:03:57,267 -No simulation detected. -What? 88 00:03:57,268 --> 00:03:58,701 Captain, you leave me no choice. 89 00:03:58,702 --> 00:04:02,006 Until you complete a full cognitive evaluation, 90 00:04:02,141 --> 00:04:04,105 I must relieve you of duty. 91 00:04:04,240 --> 00:04:05,290 Okay. All right. 92 00:04:05,407 --> 00:04:07,075 This is going too far. 93 00:04:07,210 --> 00:04:08,544 It is necessary. 94 00:04:08,679 --> 00:04:12,047 I will set up an appointment with Dr. Chivers. 95 00:04:12,048 --> 00:04:13,350 The ship's counselor? 96 00:04:13,351 --> 00:04:14,613 CHAPEL: Oh, she is brilliant. 97 00:04:14,614 --> 00:04:16,315 You are in good hands. 98 00:04:16,450 --> 00:04:17,855 Uh-huh. And, uh... 99 00:04:17,990 --> 00:04:19,291 what about Spock? 100 00:04:19,292 --> 00:04:20,989 CHAPEL: Once La'An gets back, we can start 101 00:04:20,990 --> 00:04:23,128 -the procedure. -I'm discharging you for now. 102 00:04:23,129 --> 00:04:24,895 But I need you to rest. 103 00:04:25,097 --> 00:04:26,958 Doctor's orders. 104 00:04:27,834 --> 00:04:28,997 Off you go. 105 00:04:29,132 --> 00:04:31,336 ? ? 106 00:04:42,808 --> 00:04:44,546 Computer. (stammers) 107 00:04:45,149 --> 00:04:48,219 Scan for any and all anomalies on board Enterprise, please. 108 00:04:48,354 --> 00:04:50,421 COMPUTER: Processing. 109 00:04:51,154 --> 00:04:53,523 ? ? 110 00:04:54,623 --> 00:04:56,694 Good afternoon, Captain Pike. 111 00:04:56,896 --> 00:04:57,946 Dr. Chivers. 112 00:04:57,947 --> 00:04:59,630 Well, I'm surprised you recognize me 113 00:04:59,631 --> 00:05:02,097 after canceling so many of our appointments. 114 00:05:02,232 --> 00:05:04,000 Okay. Well, um... 115 00:05:04,135 --> 00:05:05,695 y-you're a therapist. 116 00:05:05,831 --> 00:05:07,970 Can I ask you a question? 117 00:05:08,573 --> 00:05:10,874 What might cause someone to act... 118 00:05:11,009 --> 00:05:12,059 melodramatic? 119 00:05:12,271 --> 00:05:15,578 Captain, I need you to focus on these tests. 120 00:05:15,714 --> 00:05:19,150 Because if you don't perform satisfactorily, 121 00:05:19,285 --> 00:05:21,917 you could be removed from duty. 122 00:05:22,053 --> 00:05:23,216 Permanently. 123 00:05:23,418 --> 00:05:25,720 ? ? 124 00:05:26,387 --> 00:05:27,622 Great. 125 00:05:27,891 --> 00:05:30,658 (sighs) Like chronitons through the hourglass, 126 00:05:30,794 --> 00:05:33,857 so are the days of the Enterprise. 127 00:05:33,992 --> 00:05:35,994 -Cue credits. -(snaps fingers) 128 00:05:40,602 --> 00:05:42,770 PIKE: Space. 129 00:05:43,605 --> 00:05:45,872 The final frontier. 130 00:05:47,341 --> 00:05:51,614 These are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. 131 00:05:52,548 --> 00:05:55,285 Its five-year mission: 132 00:05:55,420 --> 00:05:58,654 to explore strange new worlds.. 133 00:05:59,588 --> 00:06:03,061 ...to seek out new life 134 00:06:03,196 --> 00:06:05,623 and new civilizations... 135 00:06:06,393 --> 00:06:10,868 ...to boldly go where no one has gone before. 136 00:06:11,070 --> 00:06:13,801 ? ? 137 00:06:41,198 --> 00:06:43,567 ? ? 138 00:07:07,224 --> 00:07:09,593 ? ? 139 00:07:29,010 --> 00:07:31,313 I came as soon as I got your message. 140 00:07:31,449 --> 00:07:33,044 Am I a potential donor? 141 00:07:33,045 --> 00:07:34,885 I know the live transplant is risky, 142 00:07:34,886 --> 00:07:36,585 but if it means saving Spock's life, I'm ready. 143 00:07:36,586 --> 00:07:38,253 Nyota, you're not a match. 144 00:07:38,388 --> 00:07:40,188 But your DNA test 145 00:07:40,323 --> 00:07:43,126 did reveal... 146 00:07:43,261 --> 00:07:44,522 ...something else. 147 00:07:44,724 --> 00:07:45,992 What is it? 148 00:07:46,261 --> 00:07:50,095 I'm breaking Starfleet protocol by disclosing this. 149 00:07:53,337 --> 00:07:55,105 It's no mistake. 150 00:07:55,307 --> 00:07:57,069 I confirmed it. 151 00:07:58,408 --> 00:07:59,905 How is this possible? 152 00:08:00,108 --> 00:08:01,706 LA'AN: La'An to Enterprise. 153 00:08:01,841 --> 00:08:03,444 I have Spock's donor. 154 00:08:03,580 --> 00:08:05,312 Setting return course. 155 00:08:05,447 --> 00:08:07,182 (male groans) 156 00:08:07,318 --> 00:08:09,151 Oh, you're up. 157 00:08:09,353 --> 00:08:11,083 About time. 158 00:08:14,258 --> 00:08:16,627 ? ? 159 00:08:18,031 --> 00:08:19,081 What's wrong? 160 00:08:19,132 --> 00:08:21,093 Cat got your tongue? 161 00:08:22,561 --> 00:08:24,065 Now, 162 00:08:24,201 --> 00:08:26,851 to what do I owe the pleasure of the best prison break 163 00:08:26,933 --> 00:08:28,666 I have ever been party to? 164 00:08:28,868 --> 00:08:29,918 And I assure you, 165 00:08:29,969 --> 00:08:31,471 I have been party to many. 166 00:08:31,773 --> 00:08:33,810 Did I say you could talk? 167 00:08:33,945 --> 00:08:38,545 I broke you out of that prison for one reason. 168 00:08:38,681 --> 00:08:41,182 To save your brother's life. 169 00:08:41,317 --> 00:08:43,181 Sybok. 170 00:08:44,725 --> 00:08:47,752 Your latest mission was less than 48 hours after 171 00:08:47,887 --> 00:08:49,427 your previous mission. 172 00:08:49,629 --> 00:08:51,558 That seem like a fast turnaround? 173 00:08:51,559 --> 00:08:52,725 No. (stammers) 174 00:08:52,726 --> 00:08:54,027 Are we done here? 175 00:08:54,028 --> 00:08:55,998 None of this is relevant to what's happening on the ship. 176 00:08:55,999 --> 00:08:57,901 Do you believe that your duties take precedence 177 00:08:57,902 --> 00:08:59,464 -over your well-being? -That's the oath. 178 00:08:59,465 --> 00:09:02,672 Federation, Starfleet, and my crew come first. Yes. 179 00:09:02,808 --> 00:09:05,142 Personal leave is part of conditioning. 180 00:09:05,277 --> 00:09:06,811 Even for captains. 181 00:09:07,180 --> 00:09:10,370 COMPUTER: Scan for anomalies aboard USS Enterprise complete. 182 00:09:10,377 --> 00:09:12,778 There are zero anomalous entities found 183 00:09:12,914 --> 00:09:14,144 on the USS Enterprise. 184 00:09:14,145 --> 00:09:15,816 I need to figure out what's going on. 185 00:09:15,817 --> 00:09:17,249 Captain, we're not do- 186 00:09:17,250 --> 00:09:19,418 -Captain, I need to talk to you. -You see it, too, right? 187 00:09:19,419 --> 00:09:21,652 Everyone acting weird? Please tell me you do. 188 00:09:21,653 --> 00:09:23,159 Sir? 189 00:09:23,295 --> 00:09:25,194 No. This is... 190 00:09:25,396 --> 00:09:27,564 personal. 191 00:09:27,700 --> 00:09:29,834 I'm not even sure how to tell you. 192 00:09:29,970 --> 00:09:31,020 What? 193 00:09:31,137 --> 00:09:32,901 Captain. 194 00:09:33,866 --> 00:09:35,402 I'm your daughter. 195 00:09:35,537 --> 00:09:36,768 ? ? 196 00:09:36,970 --> 00:09:38,874 This is not happening. 197 00:09:43,647 --> 00:09:45,215 La'An just sent a message. 198 00:09:45,350 --> 00:09:46,744 She has the donor. 199 00:09:46,946 --> 00:09:48,285 (chuckles softly) 200 00:09:48,421 --> 00:09:49,914 What a genuine miracle. 201 00:09:50,049 --> 00:09:51,815 I must prepare immediately. 202 00:09:52,451 --> 00:09:55,660 We cannot afford even the slightest error. 203 00:09:57,229 --> 00:09:59,292 ? ? 204 00:09:59,894 --> 00:10:01,600 Joseph, is something wrong? 205 00:10:02,300 --> 00:10:03,800 (grunts) 206 00:10:05,200 --> 00:10:07,538 I left some additional notes in my quarters. 207 00:10:07,674 --> 00:10:09,569 Prep the second surgical station. 208 00:10:09,704 --> 00:10:12,275 I'll be back shortly. 209 00:10:12,410 --> 00:10:14,473 (door whooshes open) 210 00:10:14,609 --> 00:10:16,642 Captain. 211 00:10:16,777 --> 00:10:18,011 I'm your daughter. 212 00:10:18,012 --> 00:10:19,484 You're my daughter. Heard you the first time. 213 00:10:19,485 --> 00:10:20,585 You're my daughter how? 214 00:10:20,586 --> 00:10:21,918 I was just as surprised as you 215 00:10:21,919 --> 00:10:24,216 when Christine told me about our DNA. 216 00:10:24,752 --> 00:10:26,484 But you had parents. 217 00:10:26,619 --> 00:10:28,224 Yes. 218 00:10:28,359 --> 00:10:29,491 It's true. 219 00:10:30,094 --> 00:10:33,592 I lost my family in a shuttle accident years ago. 220 00:10:33,728 --> 00:10:34,778 I was adopted. 221 00:10:34,831 --> 00:10:36,966 I never knew my birth parents. 222 00:10:36,967 --> 00:10:39,832 The only clue I had was this old recipe book left with me 223 00:10:39,833 --> 00:10:41,601 at the orphanage. 224 00:10:41,736 --> 00:10:43,037 I spent my whole life 225 00:10:43,172 --> 00:10:46,672 wondering who lovingly wrote out these recipes. 226 00:10:46,807 --> 00:10:48,641 And now I know. 227 00:10:48,776 --> 00:10:50,281 It was you, Captain. 228 00:10:50,483 --> 00:10:51,677 CHIVERS: That was 229 00:10:51,879 --> 00:10:53,646 very brave of you. 230 00:10:53,781 --> 00:10:55,218 Why don't you sit. 231 00:10:55,353 --> 00:10:56,583 Oh. No, no. 232 00:10:56,719 --> 00:10:57,785 No, no, no, no. No. 233 00:10:57,786 --> 00:10:59,524 We're not doing this. (stammers) 234 00:10:59,525 --> 00:11:01,192 Nyota, I read your file. 235 00:11:01,193 --> 00:11:02,253 You're not adopted. 236 00:11:02,254 --> 00:11:03,754 And even though I think of you- 237 00:11:03,764 --> 00:11:05,961 really, the rest of the crew- as family... 238 00:11:07,533 --> 00:11:09,063 ...I don't have a daughter. 239 00:11:09,064 --> 00:11:10,967 But whatever's making you think that I do 240 00:11:10,968 --> 00:11:12,934 is real. It-It's affecting the ship. 241 00:11:13,069 --> 00:11:15,202 Nothing looks the way it's supposed to. 242 00:11:15,203 --> 00:11:17,108 No one's acting the way that they're supposed to. 243 00:11:17,109 --> 00:11:19,744 And even though the scan turned up no anomalies... 244 00:11:21,810 --> 00:11:23,381 I've seen this before. 245 00:11:23,382 --> 00:11:26,683 Our lives turned upside down by a higher-dimensional being 246 00:11:26,684 --> 00:11:28,753 who can evade those scans. 247 00:11:29,882 --> 00:11:30,932 This... 248 00:11:31,016 --> 00:11:33,122 fancy coat god... 249 00:11:33,257 --> 00:11:34,452 guy. 250 00:11:34,854 --> 00:11:38,094 COSMIC ENTITY: Could Captain Pike please stick to the scrip? 251 00:11:38,229 --> 00:11:41,127 You're surprised Lieutenant Uhura is your daughter, 252 00:11:41,262 --> 00:11:43,827 but, ultimately, you do believe her. 253 00:11:43,963 --> 00:11:45,796 All right. 254 00:11:45,932 --> 00:11:47,469 Show yourself. 255 00:11:47,671 --> 00:11:48,866 Ball of energy. 256 00:11:49,068 --> 00:11:50,340 Whatever you are. 257 00:11:50,542 --> 00:11:52,342 The name is Tre- 258 00:11:52,544 --> 00:11:53,611 Don't really care. 259 00:11:53,612 --> 00:11:55,277 Why are you torturing my crew again? 260 00:11:55,278 --> 00:11:57,377 Oh, no, no. This is nothing like my last visit. 261 00:11:57,378 --> 00:12:00,151 No, that was based on pettiness and spite. 262 00:12:00,152 --> 00:12:01,146 I've grown. 263 00:12:01,147 --> 00:12:02,527 What you are witnessing now 264 00:12:02,589 --> 00:12:05,022 is my Great Human Experiment. 265 00:12:05,225 --> 00:12:09,690 Of late, I've been studying your breed in a more formal capacity. 266 00:12:09,826 --> 00:12:11,688 And during my erudition, 267 00:12:11,890 --> 00:12:14,765 I fell in love with an art form that explores the raw, 268 00:12:14,900 --> 00:12:18,267 unrepentant beauty of human emotion. 269 00:12:18,403 --> 00:12:20,102 It is... 270 00:12:20,738 --> 00:12:23,306 ...body cleaning theater. 271 00:12:23,976 --> 00:12:27,310 You turned Enterprise into a soap opera. 272 00:12:27,446 --> 00:12:28,774 (music swells) 273 00:12:28,910 --> 00:12:30,381 Will you stop that? 274 00:12:30,517 --> 00:12:32,049 Oh. So you are familiar. 275 00:12:32,185 --> 00:12:36,019 Good. 'Cause I feel you humans have very high potential. 276 00:12:36,154 --> 00:12:38,952 And I'll be defending that thesis to my proctors. 277 00:12:39,154 --> 00:12:41,853 You turned us into a soap opera 278 00:12:41,988 --> 00:12:43,894 for a school project? 279 00:12:44,564 --> 00:12:46,193 It's more of a dissertation. 280 00:12:47,862 --> 00:12:49,493 The premise... 281 00:12:50,601 --> 00:12:52,296 The premise is simply 282 00:12:52,432 --> 00:12:55,071 space adventures leave little time 283 00:12:55,206 --> 00:12:58,371 for humans to deal with their inner struggles. 284 00:12:58,506 --> 00:13:02,578 So I've crafted some individualized situations 285 00:13:02,714 --> 00:13:04,541 just to get around all that. 286 00:13:05,177 --> 00:13:06,745 Think of it as a gift. 287 00:13:06,881 --> 00:13:08,215 For last time. 288 00:13:08,982 --> 00:13:10,388 Apology not accepted. 289 00:13:10,524 --> 00:13:12,986 Now put back our reality 290 00:13:13,122 --> 00:13:15,086 and leave Enterprise immediately. 291 00:13:15,221 --> 00:13:16,825 I'm afraid I can't do that. 292 00:13:16,960 --> 00:13:19,126 For one, there's my evaluation. 293 00:13:19,328 --> 00:13:21,695 And, also, there's that other hiccup. 294 00:13:21,897 --> 00:13:23,862 What other hiccup? 295 00:13:23,997 --> 00:13:25,598 You, Captain Pike. 296 00:13:25,734 --> 00:13:27,169 You see, 297 00:13:27,472 --> 00:13:30,902 while the other storylines are snapping along spectacularly, 298 00:13:31,037 --> 00:13:32,404 you, for some reason, 299 00:13:32,539 --> 00:13:36,480 seem to realize that you're in an experiment 300 00:13:36,616 --> 00:13:38,244 and you're not playing ball. 301 00:13:38,379 --> 00:13:40,318 You didn't do this to me on purpose? 302 00:13:40,453 --> 00:13:41,503 No. Of course not. 303 00:13:41,580 --> 00:13:44,454 I learn from my mistakes, Captain. 304 00:13:44,590 --> 00:13:45,989 But, unfortunately, 305 00:13:46,191 --> 00:13:48,723 until you figure out your internal struggle, 306 00:13:48,724 --> 00:13:50,220 I cannot end the experiment. 307 00:13:50,221 --> 00:13:51,388 So we're trapped. 308 00:13:51,591 --> 00:13:53,728 Believe me, I'm as unhappy as you are. 309 00:13:53,864 --> 00:13:56,300 Because if you fail, I fail. 310 00:13:56,436 --> 00:13:57,794 And if I fail, 311 00:13:57,930 --> 00:13:58,980 well, 312 00:13:59,067 --> 00:14:00,470 you might become a stone. 313 00:14:00,606 --> 00:14:01,967 Or perhaps a squid. 314 00:14:02,103 --> 00:14:05,569 Or maybe even that chair. 315 00:14:07,810 --> 00:14:10,612 Then fix this. 316 00:14:10,748 --> 00:14:12,246 You first, Captain. 317 00:14:12,247 --> 00:14:14,712 So, what, I'm supposed to help Uhura 318 00:14:14,713 --> 00:14:16,818 with her whole father-daughter problem? 319 00:14:16,819 --> 00:14:18,820 Well, that's a start. 320 00:14:19,523 --> 00:14:22,690 And we'll be right back after this word from our sponsors. 321 00:14:22,825 --> 00:14:24,192 (snaps fingers) 322 00:14:28,801 --> 00:14:30,401 Captain, if you'll have a seat. 323 00:14:30,536 --> 00:14:32,295 I think it's time 324 00:14:32,431 --> 00:14:35,038 for a family therapy session. 325 00:14:35,173 --> 00:14:37,469 A family therapy session is a great idea. 326 00:14:37,604 --> 00:14:39,708 This is a big discovery for both of us. 327 00:14:39,844 --> 00:14:41,076 You know what, I agree. 328 00:14:41,077 --> 00:14:43,108 Unfortunately, there's a reckless entity 329 00:14:43,109 --> 00:14:44,410 back on the ship, 330 00:14:44,612 --> 00:14:47,312 and I have to go deal with that right now. 331 00:14:47,448 --> 00:14:49,919 But, afterwards, we could really have 332 00:14:50,055 --> 00:14:51,805 -a conversation... -(fingers snap) 333 00:14:53,719 --> 00:14:55,769 A family therapy session is a great idea. 334 00:14:55,787 --> 00:14:58,195 This is a big discovery for both of us. 335 00:14:58,331 --> 00:14:59,590 Nope. 336 00:15:02,700 --> 00:15:03,764 (fingers snap) 337 00:15:03,966 --> 00:15:05,030 Fine. I get it. 338 00:15:05,232 --> 00:15:06,670 The only way out is through. 339 00:15:06,805 --> 00:15:08,599 That's the spirit, Captain. 340 00:15:08,734 --> 00:15:10,805 A family therapy session is a great idea. 341 00:15:10,806 --> 00:15:13,270 -This is a big discovery for both of us. -A big discovery for both of us. 342 00:15:13,271 --> 00:15:14,946 I agree. Let's start. 343 00:15:17,244 --> 00:15:18,779 -Hmm. -CHIVERS: Uhura, 344 00:15:18,914 --> 00:15:20,477 why don't you start. 345 00:15:21,080 --> 00:15:25,720 The captain seems like a man who needs a little time to warm up. 346 00:15:25,855 --> 00:15:27,156 UHURA: Sure. 347 00:15:27,291 --> 00:15:30,121 I guess I want to know what anyone would. 348 00:15:30,257 --> 00:15:32,090 Why did you abandon me? 349 00:15:32,292 --> 00:15:33,492 Abandon your daughter? 350 00:15:33,627 --> 00:15:35,926 I promise not to judge. I just need to know. 351 00:15:36,062 --> 00:15:37,368 (Pike sighs) 352 00:15:37,504 --> 00:15:38,554 This is crazy. 353 00:15:38,555 --> 00:15:40,503 I always thought my real father would have 354 00:15:40,504 --> 00:15:42,274 -the decency to be honest with me. -I'm trying to. 355 00:15:42,275 --> 00:15:44,501 But in the present moment, it's kind of impossible. 356 00:15:44,502 --> 00:15:45,907 Honesty's never impossible! 357 00:15:45,908 --> 00:15:47,042 That's something 358 00:15:47,043 --> 00:15:49,042 you teach every ensign on this ship. 359 00:15:49,043 --> 00:15:50,379 You want honesty? 360 00:15:50,515 --> 00:15:51,642 Okay. 361 00:15:51,643 --> 00:15:54,417 A child-god-like being has come back to Enterprise, 362 00:15:54,418 --> 00:15:56,553 and, this time, it's turned us into a soap opera, 363 00:15:56,554 --> 00:15:59,857 which is why I have amnesia and you think I'm your father. 364 00:15:59,858 --> 00:16:01,959 You'd rather pretend like we're facing 365 00:16:01,960 --> 00:16:03,859 some reality-shifting anomaly 366 00:16:03,994 --> 00:16:06,195 than accept me as your daughter? 367 00:16:07,800 --> 00:16:09,661 This is becoming a trend. 368 00:16:09,662 --> 00:16:11,737 If some part of you didn't want me to find you, 369 00:16:11,738 --> 00:16:13,735 then why leave me this? Hmm? 370 00:16:13,870 --> 00:16:16,101 You circled page 28. 371 00:16:16,236 --> 00:16:18,109 Coq au vin. You wrote, 372 00:16:18,244 --> 00:16:21,138 "A perfect meal to make with a perfect daughter. 373 00:16:21,273 --> 00:16:23,481 Stardate 1443.2." 374 00:16:23,616 --> 00:16:24,743 Every page is blank. 375 00:16:24,879 --> 00:16:26,479 Look. 376 00:16:27,717 --> 00:16:28,953 Fine. 377 00:16:28,954 --> 00:16:30,449 If you want to pretend I don't exist, 378 00:16:30,450 --> 00:16:32,551 I'll just show myself out. 379 00:16:33,691 --> 00:16:36,555 ? ? 380 00:16:38,291 --> 00:16:39,563 (doors whoosh shut) 381 00:16:39,698 --> 00:16:40,790 That was real anger. 382 00:16:40,992 --> 00:16:43,265 COSMIC ENTITY: Oh. This is delightful. 383 00:16:43,266 --> 00:16:45,329 They were supposed to just hug and reconnect 384 00:16:45,330 --> 00:16:46,602 and blah, blah, blah. 385 00:16:46,804 --> 00:16:47,872 But this? 386 00:16:48,108 --> 00:16:51,306 You can't plan for this type of drama. 387 00:16:54,209 --> 00:16:56,876 Did you not plan for this? 388 00:16:57,011 --> 00:16:58,061 (sputters) 389 00:16:58,079 --> 00:16:59,715 Of course I did. 390 00:16:59,850 --> 00:17:01,313 It's high drama. 391 00:17:01,515 --> 00:17:03,075 The layered emotions of humans. 392 00:17:03,119 --> 00:17:04,518 It's what this is all about. 393 00:17:04,519 --> 00:17:07,018 I'm just having a difficult time focusing on my assignment, 394 00:17:07,019 --> 00:17:11,229 with you lording over me in your extensive robe-age. 395 00:17:11,364 --> 00:17:14,994 I mean, don't get me wrong- th-they're lovely, lovely robes. 396 00:17:15,129 --> 00:17:17,332 Cut to camera one. 397 00:17:18,666 --> 00:17:20,370 SYBOK: Save my brother's life? 398 00:17:20,506 --> 00:17:25,043 Why in this vast and turning universe would I ever do that? 399 00:17:25,044 --> 00:17:28,740 If Spock doesn't get a living heart transplant 400 00:17:28,741 --> 00:17:30,610 in the next four hours, he will die. 401 00:17:30,746 --> 00:17:34,345 And whether you like it or not, you're his only hope. 402 00:17:34,547 --> 00:17:37,880 So I'm giving him your heart, 403 00:17:38,016 --> 00:17:41,490 even if I have to tear it out of you myself. 404 00:17:41,625 --> 00:17:42,719 Hmm. 405 00:17:42,854 --> 00:17:45,689 While I would love to see that trick, 406 00:17:45,824 --> 00:17:48,292 I am afraid I have to take a rain check. 407 00:17:48,293 --> 00:17:51,131 -How did you get my phaser? -You conveniently 408 00:17:51,132 --> 00:17:52,697 left it in reach. 409 00:17:53,400 --> 00:17:55,036 LA'AN: But Vulcans 410 00:17:55,171 --> 00:17:56,941 can't engage in subterfuge. 411 00:17:56,942 --> 00:17:58,404 You have me confused with my brother, 412 00:17:58,405 --> 00:17:59,771 who exemplifies that myth. 413 00:17:59,973 --> 00:18:02,743 Which is why I am willing to make you a deal. 414 00:18:02,879 --> 00:18:04,511 (scoffs) 415 00:18:06,179 --> 00:18:07,546 Kal-toh. 416 00:18:07,682 --> 00:18:11,218 The Vulcan game of logic and patience. 417 00:18:11,821 --> 00:18:15,154 If you can achieve order from this chaos before I can, 418 00:18:15,290 --> 00:18:17,821 I will give you my heart. 419 00:18:18,697 --> 00:18:20,098 Willingly. 420 00:18:20,099 --> 00:18:23,527 Chapel said you rushed out of sickbay. 421 00:18:23,528 --> 00:18:25,536 She's very worried. 422 00:18:25,672 --> 00:18:27,463 I'm fine, Una. 423 00:18:27,599 --> 00:18:29,770 I just needed some air. 424 00:18:30,506 --> 00:18:33,039 You don't have to face this alone. 425 00:18:33,174 --> 00:18:35,146 Whatever it is. 426 00:18:38,684 --> 00:18:40,811 ? ? 427 00:18:43,087 --> 00:18:45,156 M'BENGA: I have... 428 00:18:48,090 --> 00:18:49,757 ...space madness. 429 00:18:49,758 --> 00:18:50,827 (gasps) 430 00:18:50,828 --> 00:18:52,196 ? ? 431 00:18:52,197 --> 00:18:55,167 Well, today has been productive, but- 432 00:18:55,168 --> 00:18:56,966 Does that mean I'm being reinstated? 433 00:18:56,967 --> 00:18:58,664 It doesn't look good. 434 00:18:59,705 --> 00:19:00,831 You know... 435 00:19:02,404 --> 00:19:04,073 ...in certain types of amnesia, 436 00:19:04,208 --> 00:19:06,769 there is a consolidation event. 437 00:19:06,905 --> 00:19:10,045 The last memory has significance. 438 00:19:10,046 --> 00:19:11,546 You said that, for you, it was 439 00:19:11,547 --> 00:19:15,115 the captain's table two weeks ago. 440 00:19:15,251 --> 00:19:17,017 Can you describe that to me? 441 00:19:17,719 --> 00:19:20,150 It's like a family dinner. For the bridge crew. 442 00:19:20,286 --> 00:19:22,292 Interesting. 443 00:19:23,790 --> 00:19:26,896 If you want my professional opinion, 444 00:19:27,032 --> 00:19:28,532 you're repressing something. 445 00:19:28,661 --> 00:19:32,032 And it's tied to two weeks ago. 446 00:19:32,167 --> 00:19:33,897 I'll get back to you. 447 00:19:35,026 --> 00:19:38,641 -(door whooshes open) -Computer, 448 00:19:38,642 --> 00:19:40,979 bring up all existing files on our last encounter 449 00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:42,544 with the cosmic entity. 450 00:19:42,545 --> 00:19:45,614 COMPUTER: Missing files may only be accessed 451 00:19:45,615 --> 00:19:47,945 by acting captain Una Chin-Riley. 452 00:19:47,946 --> 00:19:50,615 I'm going to convince someone to open those files, 453 00:19:50,616 --> 00:19:52,619 and we're going to stop you. 454 00:19:54,491 --> 00:19:57,228 And now I'm talking to myself. Great. 455 00:19:58,690 --> 00:20:01,232 Okay, door. Here we go. 456 00:20:06,567 --> 00:20:09,207 -(fingers snap) -? ? 457 00:20:19,714 --> 00:20:21,945 SYBOK: You were playing so well. 458 00:20:22,080 --> 00:20:24,250 But now you're second-guessing yourself. 459 00:20:26,056 --> 00:20:27,954 I know why, La'An. 460 00:20:28,156 --> 00:20:30,255 And... 461 00:20:30,390 --> 00:20:32,061 ...you're not alone. 462 00:20:32,197 --> 00:20:33,791 Everyone hides a secret pain. 463 00:20:33,926 --> 00:20:35,925 It must be exposed and reckoned with. 464 00:20:35,926 --> 00:20:37,696 It must be dragged from the darkness 465 00:20:37,697 --> 00:20:39,402 and forced into the light. 466 00:20:41,335 --> 00:20:42,840 Share your pain. 467 00:20:43,042 --> 00:20:45,341 Share your pain with me 468 00:20:45,476 --> 00:20:48,304 and gain strength from the sharing. 469 00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:50,143 It's just... 470 00:20:50,345 --> 00:20:52,316 so overwhelming. 471 00:20:52,950 --> 00:20:55,286 ? ? 472 00:20:58,021 --> 00:21:00,555 Kal-toh. 473 00:21:02,157 --> 00:21:04,295 (chiming) 474 00:21:04,996 --> 00:21:06,494 Deal's a deal. 475 00:21:06,629 --> 00:21:09,399 Time to go and save your brother's life. 476 00:21:12,069 --> 00:21:13,535 (phaser whirring) 477 00:21:14,873 --> 00:21:17,306 (scoffs) 478 00:21:17,441 --> 00:21:19,191 You were never going to help Spock. 479 00:21:19,379 --> 00:21:22,479 No. But thank you for the shuttle. 480 00:21:23,549 --> 00:21:25,745 I can plot a course to the Arachnid Nebula. 481 00:21:25,881 --> 00:21:28,215 Home of the lost colony of V'tosh ka'tur, 482 00:21:28,351 --> 00:21:29,551 a paradise of knowledge 483 00:21:29,552 --> 00:21:31,554 forbidden to Vulcans but now free to me. 484 00:21:31,555 --> 00:21:33,365 I will leave you on the nearest moon 485 00:21:33,522 --> 00:21:35,253 for the next Federation ship. 486 00:21:35,388 --> 00:21:37,653 ? ? 487 00:21:37,789 --> 00:21:39,830 Or you could come with me. 488 00:21:39,965 --> 00:21:41,698 (scoffs) What? 489 00:21:42,901 --> 00:21:46,766 Don't return to that ship where they'll extinguish your fire. 490 00:21:48,371 --> 00:21:50,872 Run away with me, La'An. 491 00:21:51,008 --> 00:21:52,535 Let it burn. 492 00:21:52,671 --> 00:21:55,005 (breathing heavily) 493 00:21:59,737 --> 00:22:03,218 Run away with me, La'An. Let it burn. 494 00:22:03,219 --> 00:22:05,648 Run away with you? 495 00:22:05,784 --> 00:22:07,958 You're a liar and a cheat. 496 00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:09,388 And you haven't said no. 497 00:22:09,523 --> 00:22:11,120 I can't abandon Spock. 498 00:22:11,256 --> 00:22:14,427 He's more than just logic, more than a Vulcan 499 00:22:14,562 --> 00:22:16,295 struggling to find his way. 500 00:22:16,430 --> 00:22:19,133 He is deeply kind 501 00:22:19,268 --> 00:22:21,334 and deeply good. 502 00:22:21,537 --> 00:22:23,572 We can have it all, La'An. 503 00:22:24,242 --> 00:22:26,477 Vulcan logic is cold, harsh. 504 00:22:26,612 --> 00:22:29,545 It leaves no room for kindness or compassion. 505 00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:33,810 Logic allows Spock to see without judgment. 506 00:22:33,945 --> 00:22:36,719 It gives him empathy and grace. 507 00:22:36,855 --> 00:22:40,284 It shows him the best in people and the best in himself. 508 00:22:40,420 --> 00:22:42,789 And yet, 509 00:22:42,924 --> 00:22:46,092 it stops you from taking what you really want. 510 00:22:46,228 --> 00:22:47,761 (sighs) 511 00:22:48,594 --> 00:22:51,132 Computer, new course. 512 00:22:51,267 --> 00:22:52,931 The Arachnid Nebula. 513 00:22:53,931 --> 00:22:56,133 I will fight you if I must, 514 00:22:56,268 --> 00:23:00,405 but I am not leaving here without Spock's heart. 515 00:23:00,540 --> 00:23:03,975 You mean my heart. 516 00:23:11,088 --> 00:23:13,752 I, um... Hi. 517 00:23:13,888 --> 00:23:16,392 I just wanted to apologize for before. 518 00:23:16,528 --> 00:23:20,024 It's, uh, it's been a strange day. 519 00:23:21,627 --> 00:23:22,932 Tell me about it. 520 00:23:23,067 --> 00:23:24,393 You know, um, 521 00:23:24,529 --> 00:23:29,138 I've been thinking about that recipe you want to make. 522 00:23:29,274 --> 00:23:31,240 Particularly, the date. 523 00:23:31,909 --> 00:23:34,859 That's the date of your parents' shuttle crash, isn't it? 524 00:23:36,274 --> 00:23:39,143 I always thought the coincidence was odd. 525 00:23:39,278 --> 00:23:43,080 The "perfect meal on the perfect day." That day. 526 00:23:44,487 --> 00:23:46,757 Fate can be cruel sometimes. 527 00:23:46,892 --> 00:23:48,690 Maybe. 528 00:23:50,322 --> 00:23:53,730 But then, I thought, maybe there might be a reason. 529 00:23:53,731 --> 00:23:57,294 You know how I've been trying to mentor Cadet A'Sha? 530 00:23:57,295 --> 00:23:59,602 Yeah, I noticed. I like the initiative. 531 00:24:01,101 --> 00:24:03,973 I've been trying to move into that next phase, 532 00:24:04,108 --> 00:24:06,076 you know? 533 00:24:06,212 --> 00:24:07,778 I'm not a cadet anymore. 534 00:24:07,913 --> 00:24:10,923 I wanted someone else to look at me like the adult in the room. 535 00:24:10,947 --> 00:24:13,880 But being a mentor is such a big responsibility, 536 00:24:14,082 --> 00:24:16,914 I'm just afraid I'm gonna steer her wrong. 537 00:24:17,050 --> 00:24:19,222 Space adventures leave us little time 538 00:24:19,358 --> 00:24:21,122 to deal with inner struggles. 539 00:24:21,324 --> 00:24:22,525 Excuse me? 540 00:24:22,660 --> 00:24:25,859 Just something someone said recently. 541 00:24:27,066 --> 00:24:28,224 You were, um... 542 00:24:28,359 --> 00:24:33,064 Wow, you were 16 when your parents died? 543 00:24:34,067 --> 00:24:36,301 Right on the brink of adulthood, huh? 544 00:24:36,437 --> 00:24:38,404 I guess. 545 00:24:39,074 --> 00:24:42,439 Sometimes, I feel like I'm still stuck there. 546 00:24:43,275 --> 00:24:46,313 But when I found out that I was your daughter, 547 00:24:46,448 --> 00:24:49,950 it was like, yes. 548 00:24:50,686 --> 00:24:52,818 Of-of course, this makes sense. 549 00:24:52,954 --> 00:24:55,559 The captain I already respect so much. 550 00:24:57,358 --> 00:24:58,793 Nyota. 551 00:24:59,093 --> 00:25:02,562 Whether I'm your real father or not, 552 00:25:02,563 --> 00:25:04,568 I am here for you. 553 00:25:06,602 --> 00:25:07,899 I'll tell you what. Uh... 554 00:25:08,034 --> 00:25:11,606 Let's just, let's make that meal. 555 00:25:11,742 --> 00:25:13,808 Then, we'll talk over dinner, huh? 556 00:25:14,608 --> 00:25:15,909 What do you say? 557 00:25:15,910 --> 00:25:17,912 I appreciate the gesture, 558 00:25:17,913 --> 00:25:19,750 but what you said earlier really hurt. 559 00:25:19,751 --> 00:25:22,553 I'll need some time to think about it. 560 00:25:24,015 --> 00:25:26,789 I understand, but listen, 561 00:25:26,925 --> 00:25:30,660 if you change your mind, you know where to find me. 562 00:25:32,625 --> 00:25:34,928 ? ? 563 00:25:37,900 --> 00:25:40,329 (laughs) That's right, Captain Pike. 564 00:25:40,464 --> 00:25:43,304 You made your bed, now you must lie in it. 565 00:25:43,439 --> 00:25:44,489 I think she's right. 566 00:25:44,538 --> 00:25:46,870 Oh. Go ahead. 567 00:25:47,072 --> 00:25:48,512 Talk to the screen if you feel 568 00:25:48,614 --> 00:25:50,981 so compelled by the tapestry of hope, 569 00:25:51,117 --> 00:25:53,243 love, courage. 570 00:25:54,318 --> 00:25:56,485 Oh, you're no fun. 571 00:25:56,687 --> 00:25:59,487 Camera four, back to the drama. 572 00:25:59,622 --> 00:26:01,785 Are you sure it's space madness? 573 00:26:01,921 --> 00:26:04,589 I have the key symptom. 574 00:26:04,724 --> 00:26:06,158 I can't ignore it. 575 00:26:06,427 --> 00:26:09,798 It's caused mostly by being adrift in space for too long. 576 00:26:09,933 --> 00:26:13,231 But there are other ways that I am adrift. 577 00:26:14,334 --> 00:26:18,840 I've lost my feelings of connection with Starfleet. 578 00:26:20,844 --> 00:26:22,978 You'll always be a healer, Joseph. 579 00:26:23,113 --> 00:26:26,545 If you decide to leave Starfleet, I support you, but 580 00:26:26,681 --> 00:26:28,646 also I'll miss you. 581 00:26:28,781 --> 00:26:30,786 And not just because 582 00:26:30,922 --> 00:26:33,987 you're the best doctor I've ever worked with. 583 00:26:36,406 --> 00:26:38,528 ORTEGAS: Commander. 584 00:26:38,529 --> 00:26:40,093 Comms are out on the bridge. 585 00:26:40,229 --> 00:26:43,398 A mysterious alien shock wave is heading our way. 586 00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:45,801 Thank you, Lieutenant. 587 00:26:51,806 --> 00:26:53,973 There is no emergency, is there? 588 00:26:53,974 --> 00:26:55,743 Oh, I'm sure she's needed on the bridge 589 00:26:55,744 --> 00:26:56,776 for one reason or another. 590 00:26:56,777 --> 00:26:58,579 I heard everything. 591 00:26:58,715 --> 00:27:01,850 I know you have space madness. 592 00:27:05,050 --> 00:27:07,051 I find it deeply irritating 593 00:27:07,253 --> 00:27:10,589 that so many people, people like you, 594 00:27:10,724 --> 00:27:12,224 love my brother. 595 00:27:12,360 --> 00:27:14,890 A man who does not value emotions does not deserve 596 00:27:15,028 --> 00:27:18,064 the most precious one of all. 597 00:27:20,266 --> 00:27:23,773 Computer, set course for Enterprise. 598 00:27:25,004 --> 00:27:27,871 You'll do the transplant? 599 00:27:28,007 --> 00:27:31,077 But we've taken so long, 600 00:27:31,279 --> 00:27:33,449 the danger of the procedure has increased. 601 00:27:33,485 --> 00:27:35,551 I understand the risks. 602 00:27:35,686 --> 00:27:37,246 What made you change your mind? 603 00:27:37,286 --> 00:27:42,057 Spock isn't the only son of Sarek who can be... 604 00:27:42,193 --> 00:27:44,024 good. 605 00:27:44,725 --> 00:27:47,357 You could die. 606 00:27:49,428 --> 00:27:52,597 I know what you're going through, Doctor. 607 00:27:52,799 --> 00:27:54,504 Because... 608 00:27:54,639 --> 00:27:57,367 I also stopped trusting myself. 609 00:27:58,639 --> 00:27:59,974 You did? 610 00:28:01,476 --> 00:28:02,879 When? 611 00:28:03,148 --> 00:28:06,811 The tremors started after I escaped the Gorn ship last year. 612 00:28:06,947 --> 00:28:09,249 Why didn't you come to me? 613 00:28:09,385 --> 00:28:11,219 Fear. 614 00:28:11,355 --> 00:28:13,223 Stigma. 615 00:28:13,359 --> 00:28:15,919 Flying is who I am. 616 00:28:16,055 --> 00:28:18,861 But a pilot with tremors? 617 00:28:19,495 --> 00:28:21,127 (sighs) 618 00:28:21,329 --> 00:28:25,098 And it was a heavy weight to carry alone. 619 00:28:25,234 --> 00:28:28,968 So, lately, I have been trying something new, 620 00:28:29,104 --> 00:28:32,276 allowing myself to be vulnerable, 621 00:28:32,411 --> 00:28:34,507 trusting other people. 622 00:28:34,709 --> 00:28:36,109 (chuckles) 623 00:28:37,780 --> 00:28:39,220 This disease will ravage you 624 00:28:39,379 --> 00:28:43,017 -if you don't have the support. -Hmm. 625 00:28:46,423 --> 00:28:50,188 But if I can pilot the Enterprise with space madness, 626 00:28:50,323 --> 00:28:54,061 you can do a living heart transplant. 627 00:28:54,864 --> 00:28:57,795 And if you ever doubt yourself, 628 00:28:57,997 --> 00:29:01,404 remember who you are, 629 00:29:01,607 --> 00:29:05,308 and look to your friends. 630 00:29:05,443 --> 00:29:08,139 We'll be there. 631 00:29:08,275 --> 00:29:12,310 (sighs) Okay, I did it. Now what? 632 00:29:15,145 --> 00:29:16,212 Come on. I get it. 633 00:29:16,381 --> 00:29:18,684 Uhura's going through some stuff. 634 00:29:18,819 --> 00:29:20,791 I tried to help her. 635 00:29:22,322 --> 00:29:26,192 Hello? Why are we still like this? 636 00:29:29,663 --> 00:29:30,795 Uhura. 637 00:29:30,931 --> 00:29:32,698 I thought about it. 638 00:29:32,833 --> 00:29:34,632 And I'm still angry. 639 00:29:34,834 --> 00:29:39,337 But what daughter isn't angry at her father from time to time? 640 00:29:40,071 --> 00:29:41,438 So, let's do it. 641 00:29:44,011 --> 00:29:46,149 (sighs) Let's cook, Dad. 642 00:29:46,351 --> 00:29:47,483 Can... 643 00:29:47,619 --> 00:29:49,249 Do I call you "Dad" now? 644 00:29:49,451 --> 00:29:52,848 Well, I'm-I'm just glad you changed your mind. 645 00:29:52,984 --> 00:29:56,387 But you're definitely gonna have to walk me through this recipe. 646 00:29:56,523 --> 00:29:59,127 -(chuckles) -Can't read the book, remember? 647 00:29:59,262 --> 00:30:01,732 We'll consider it our first bonding experience. 648 00:30:01,798 --> 00:30:03,430 (chuckles) Page 28, right? 649 00:30:03,566 --> 00:30:05,400 Mm-hmm. 650 00:30:05,535 --> 00:30:07,838 ? ? 651 00:30:09,671 --> 00:30:10,721 Captain? 652 00:30:10,737 --> 00:30:12,238 Um... 653 00:30:13,906 --> 00:30:15,307 I have to go. 654 00:30:18,142 --> 00:30:19,476 (door whooshes open) 655 00:30:19,612 --> 00:30:22,616 What is he doing? He can't leave the scene. 656 00:30:22,819 --> 00:30:24,514 Apparently, he can. 657 00:30:25,555 --> 00:30:27,088 (sighs) 658 00:30:27,224 --> 00:30:29,555 We'll be back after a word from our sponsor. 659 00:30:29,691 --> 00:30:31,829 (beeps) 660 00:30:41,002 --> 00:30:42,399 The donor heart is in place. 661 00:30:42,534 --> 00:30:45,568 And I must connect the blood vessels. 662 00:30:51,779 --> 00:30:54,516 ? ? 663 00:30:54,651 --> 00:30:55,785 If we don't continue, 664 00:30:56,054 --> 00:30:58,988 Spock's body will reject the donor heart. 665 00:31:01,323 --> 00:31:04,660 ORTEGAS: Remember, all you got to do 666 00:31:04,795 --> 00:31:07,392 is look to your friends. 667 00:31:13,604 --> 00:31:15,400 (whirs softly) 668 00:31:17,871 --> 00:31:19,976 (slicing) 669 00:31:25,176 --> 00:31:26,976 Vitals are stable. 670 00:31:27,111 --> 00:31:29,211 It worked. 671 00:31:29,347 --> 00:31:32,417 (biobed beeping rapidly) 672 00:31:33,690 --> 00:31:34,740 Sybok's heart. 673 00:31:34,759 --> 00:31:36,454 He's gone into V-fib arrest. 674 00:31:36,589 --> 00:31:39,228 We're losing the patient. Clear the room. 675 00:31:39,430 --> 00:31:40,691 What? 676 00:31:40,827 --> 00:31:42,966 No! 677 00:31:47,536 --> 00:31:49,569 Doc. 678 00:31:49,705 --> 00:31:53,073 Oh, Captain. 679 00:31:53,074 --> 00:31:54,537 You look like you could use a drink. 680 00:31:54,538 --> 00:31:56,672 Yeah. Can I ask you a question? 681 00:31:56,808 --> 00:32:00,843 How can something be both real and not real? 682 00:32:00,979 --> 00:32:05,153 Is this about "the ship being trapped in a soap opera"? 683 00:32:05,918 --> 00:32:07,622 Yeah. 684 00:32:07,757 --> 00:32:09,353 And what if it is? 685 00:32:09,489 --> 00:32:12,792 You've already dealt with time travel, 686 00:32:12,994 --> 00:32:14,630 Klingon zombies, 687 00:32:14,766 --> 00:32:17,632 with Batel's ascension. 688 00:32:18,301 --> 00:32:23,368 Even in the most unusual twists of fate- 689 00:32:23,503 --> 00:32:27,773 a surprise child, a medical secret, 690 00:32:27,909 --> 00:32:30,172 an evil twin- 691 00:32:30,307 --> 00:32:31,508 there is truth. 692 00:32:31,710 --> 00:32:34,248 I don't know if Uhura is your daughter, 693 00:32:34,384 --> 00:32:38,487 but I do know that her-her emotions are real. 694 00:32:38,622 --> 00:32:40,253 As are yours. 695 00:32:40,389 --> 00:32:43,319 And I know that you would rather face 696 00:32:43,455 --> 00:32:47,125 a reality-shifting phenomenon 697 00:32:47,261 --> 00:32:49,230 than deal with your emotions. 698 00:32:50,668 --> 00:32:52,061 Well, I-I'm not... 699 00:32:52,830 --> 00:32:55,903 I'm not, I'm not sure that's true, actually. 700 00:32:56,039 --> 00:32:58,940 The search for emotional truth 701 00:32:59,075 --> 00:33:00,941 and scientific truth are the same. 702 00:33:01,076 --> 00:33:03,112 You just have to want to see it. 703 00:33:21,500 --> 00:33:22,659 Juliet? 704 00:33:24,602 --> 00:33:26,663 Who's Juliet? 705 00:33:28,973 --> 00:33:30,667 JULIET: Dad, you're back. 706 00:33:32,511 --> 00:33:33,561 Juliet. 707 00:33:33,562 --> 00:33:34,977 Thank goodness, thought I'd have to make 708 00:33:34,978 --> 00:33:36,238 this coq au vin by myself, 709 00:33:36,239 --> 00:33:38,211 which would be bad because you know I always 710 00:33:38,212 --> 00:33:39,711 turn the chicken purple. 711 00:33:39,947 --> 00:33:42,837 I know, I know, "I'll get the wine proportion right when..." 712 00:33:42,838 --> 00:33:45,084 "When you're old enough to drink the leftovers." 713 00:33:45,085 --> 00:33:46,119 Well, guess what? 714 00:33:46,120 --> 00:33:48,251 Happy birthday to me. 715 00:33:48,387 --> 00:33:49,559 Well, I mean, you know. 716 00:33:49,694 --> 00:33:51,394 Two weeks ago, but... 717 00:33:51,530 --> 00:33:53,563 cheers. 718 00:33:53,698 --> 00:33:56,698 Two weeks ago? Right. 719 00:33:56,833 --> 00:33:58,299 The inflection point. 720 00:33:59,132 --> 00:34:00,437 Are you really here? 721 00:34:00,572 --> 00:34:01,732 Dad, come on. 722 00:34:01,733 --> 00:34:03,901 I always visit when Enterprise is near Galor III. 723 00:34:03,902 --> 00:34:06,973 You were excited that this time would be so close 724 00:34:07,109 --> 00:34:08,609 to my birthday, remember? 725 00:34:08,744 --> 00:34:10,674 Jules. 726 00:34:13,049 --> 00:34:14,212 I've missed you so much. 727 00:34:14,414 --> 00:34:16,311 Clearly. You were choking me. 728 00:34:16,513 --> 00:34:17,680 Your mom is gone. 729 00:34:17,815 --> 00:34:20,287 The life we had with you isn't real. 730 00:34:20,423 --> 00:34:22,790 But it was all just a cosmic hallucination. 731 00:34:22,925 --> 00:34:24,022 You can't be here. 732 00:34:24,157 --> 00:34:26,690 Yet, here I am. 733 00:34:28,966 --> 00:34:31,068 I want this to be real. 734 00:34:32,431 --> 00:34:33,833 God, I want it so badly. 735 00:34:33,968 --> 00:34:36,469 I-I know. 736 00:34:38,369 --> 00:34:40,370 Sometimes, I-I... 737 00:34:40,505 --> 00:34:42,005 I wish our life was the real one 738 00:34:42,114 --> 00:34:43,804 and not this other one I'm living. 739 00:34:43,812 --> 00:34:48,217 Just because it didn't happen doesn't mean it wasn't real. 740 00:34:49,018 --> 00:34:50,654 Everything we shared- 741 00:34:50,789 --> 00:34:52,351 the joys, the sorrows, 742 00:34:52,554 --> 00:34:55,425 even when I lit the stove on fire. 743 00:34:55,627 --> 00:34:58,095 (laughs) 744 00:34:58,297 --> 00:35:00,347 -Right, the-the salmon. -(laughs) Yeah. 745 00:35:00,431 --> 00:35:03,661 God, I can still smell the charred oven mitts. 746 00:35:04,903 --> 00:35:07,229 It was real, wasn't it? 747 00:35:07,364 --> 00:35:08,936 All of it. 748 00:35:09,072 --> 00:35:11,033 Just in a different way. 749 00:35:11,969 --> 00:35:14,379 But what if I forget? What if I-I wake up one day, 750 00:35:14,440 --> 00:35:15,706 and it's all... just... 751 00:35:15,841 --> 00:35:20,283 We forget details, but never the feelings. 752 00:35:21,286 --> 00:35:25,386 I'll always be here. I'll always love you, Dad. 753 00:35:27,190 --> 00:35:29,023 Even if it gets a little fuzzy. 754 00:35:29,158 --> 00:35:31,689 You just have to want to see it. 755 00:35:33,060 --> 00:35:34,110 I have to go. 756 00:35:34,164 --> 00:35:36,297 My shuttle will be here soon. 757 00:35:36,432 --> 00:35:39,301 -I'll see you in a few months. -Yeah. 758 00:35:40,133 --> 00:35:42,403 Hey, um... 759 00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:45,241 (sighs) 760 00:35:47,344 --> 00:35:49,810 That pilot, he better know his stuff. 761 00:35:49,945 --> 00:35:51,880 He does, Dad, 762 00:35:52,016 --> 00:35:54,283 but no one's as good as you. 763 00:35:55,446 --> 00:35:57,550 Fly safe, kid. 764 00:36:03,156 --> 00:36:04,755 I love you. 765 00:36:14,767 --> 00:36:17,532 A real daughter, this whole time. 766 00:36:17,668 --> 00:36:19,369 I did not see that coming. 767 00:36:19,505 --> 00:36:22,338 How imperfectly perfect. 768 00:36:23,207 --> 00:36:27,611 I want to thank you for bringing these ants to our attention. 769 00:36:27,813 --> 00:36:30,747 They are more complex than expected. 770 00:36:30,883 --> 00:36:34,719 Perhaps worthy of more careful observation. 771 00:36:36,191 --> 00:36:37,861 Satisfactory marks. 772 00:36:37,996 --> 00:36:40,956 In human terms, a solid B-minus. 773 00:36:42,931 --> 00:36:44,194 Good. 774 00:36:44,329 --> 00:36:45,702 (squeals) 775 00:36:45,837 --> 00:36:47,534 (clears throat) 776 00:36:48,201 --> 00:36:50,106 And credits. 777 00:36:50,308 --> 00:36:53,203 PIKE: Captain's log. Stardate 2654.9. 778 00:36:53,339 --> 00:36:56,349 The spell that the cosmic entiy had us under has been lifted. 779 00:36:56,377 --> 00:36:58,074 We all remember everything, 780 00:36:58,210 --> 00:37:01,180 and we're all left to reckon with what was real 781 00:37:01,315 --> 00:37:02,782 or merely a play. 782 00:37:03,017 --> 00:37:06,153 For my part, I know there was no shuttle accident, 783 00:37:06,288 --> 00:37:07,587 and I never had amnesia, 784 00:37:07,588 --> 00:37:09,889 but the emotions this collective fever dream 785 00:37:09,890 --> 00:37:13,823 forced us to confront are indeed very real. 786 00:37:13,958 --> 00:37:16,068 So there was no living heart transplant? 787 00:37:16,094 --> 00:37:18,497 No such thing as a living heart transplant. 788 00:37:18,699 --> 00:37:20,969 -Yeah. -M'BENGA: I certainly didn't 789 00:37:21,172 --> 00:37:23,039 rip open Spock's ribcage. 790 00:37:23,174 --> 00:37:24,869 And I don't have secret backups 791 00:37:25,005 --> 00:37:28,571 of everybody's brains stashed in the supply closet... 792 00:37:28,707 --> 00:37:30,643 You guys didn't see that part. 793 00:37:31,409 --> 00:37:32,511 Never mind. 794 00:37:32,512 --> 00:37:34,182 Well, the conversations were real. 795 00:37:34,183 --> 00:37:35,483 I remember everything. 796 00:37:35,652 --> 00:37:39,082 If anyone feels like smacking me, I get it. 797 00:37:39,218 --> 00:37:41,928 M'BENGA: Many of us were acting outside of ourselves. 798 00:37:42,054 --> 00:37:45,394 But I, for one, am grateful for you, Erica. 799 00:37:47,260 --> 00:37:48,310 And to you. 800 00:37:48,464 --> 00:37:50,159 PIKE: Spock and I have confirmed 801 00:37:50,295 --> 00:37:54,068 all higher-dimensional beings appear to have vacated. 802 00:37:54,204 --> 00:37:56,504 And hopefully, for good. 803 00:37:57,939 --> 00:37:58,989 Hey. 804 00:37:59,036 --> 00:38:01,074 Why don't we make that meal sometime? 805 00:38:01,209 --> 00:38:02,637 Talk over dinner? 806 00:38:02,773 --> 00:38:06,382 I'd like that, Captain. 807 00:38:07,311 --> 00:38:08,879 Hey. 808 00:38:09,015 --> 00:38:12,084 I feel like I missed an important part of your story. 809 00:38:12,220 --> 00:38:13,270 What happened? 810 00:38:13,323 --> 00:38:15,585 Let's grab a drink later. 811 00:38:15,720 --> 00:38:17,688 I'll tell you all about it. 812 00:38:17,823 --> 00:38:19,791 But I have to do something first. 813 00:38:34,209 --> 00:38:36,313 (door whooshes open) 814 00:38:40,248 --> 00:38:42,611 I'm glad you're okay. 815 00:38:42,747 --> 00:38:44,220 I never was in any danger. 816 00:38:44,355 --> 00:38:46,884 All this time, I was merely asleep. 817 00:38:48,421 --> 00:38:50,857 Was Sybok even here? 818 00:38:50,993 --> 00:38:52,291 No. 819 00:38:52,427 --> 00:38:53,924 He is still incarcerated. 820 00:38:54,059 --> 00:38:57,064 He must have been created from my memory. 821 00:38:57,199 --> 00:38:58,265 He is not my twin. 822 00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:00,369 In fact, ship's sensors indicate 823 00:39:00,370 --> 00:39:01,966 that you never left the shuttle bay. 824 00:39:01,967 --> 00:39:05,700 If he was created from your mind, 825 00:39:05,836 --> 00:39:07,471 in a sense, he was you. 826 00:39:07,674 --> 00:39:10,380 I could not speak to that. 827 00:39:10,381 --> 00:39:12,379 And I would encourage you not to read too much 828 00:39:12,380 --> 00:39:13,610 into what happened. 829 00:39:13,746 --> 00:39:16,818 It was, by nature, contrived. 830 00:39:17,020 --> 00:39:18,650 Maybe. 831 00:39:18,786 --> 00:39:21,985 But I recognized parts of you in him. 832 00:39:22,994 --> 00:39:24,921 That seems unlikely. 833 00:39:25,056 --> 00:39:27,392 My brother and I are quite opposite. 834 00:39:28,061 --> 00:39:31,161 Perhaps you merely saw what you wanted to see. 835 00:39:31,296 --> 00:39:32,732 Yes. 836 00:39:34,136 --> 00:39:35,738 Yes. I know. 837 00:39:35,873 --> 00:39:37,869 Spock. 838 00:39:41,542 --> 00:39:45,646 I... I don't regret our breakup. 839 00:39:47,148 --> 00:39:48,616 But... 840 00:39:51,384 --> 00:39:54,787 ...I don't think I realized how much I'm going to miss you. 841 00:39:54,922 --> 00:39:58,527 I thought our intention was to stay friends. 842 00:40:01,725 --> 00:40:04,030 Yes. Of course. 843 00:40:04,232 --> 00:40:05,798 It's just... 844 00:40:08,632 --> 00:40:10,066 (sighs) 845 00:40:11,372 --> 00:40:13,436 Goodbye, Spock. 846 00:40:13,638 --> 00:40:15,005 Very well. 847 00:40:17,312 --> 00:40:19,812 Goodbye, La'An. 848 00:40:21,249 --> 00:40:23,618 ? ? 849 00:40:40,569 --> 00:40:43,634 (Pike clears throat, sniffles) 850 00:40:43,769 --> 00:40:45,838 -Captain Pike. -Yeah? 851 00:40:46,904 --> 00:40:48,943 Are you ready to begin? 852 00:40:49,079 --> 00:40:50,645 Mm-hmm. 853 00:40:51,315 --> 00:40:53,343 I'd like to talk about loss. 854 00:40:53,478 --> 00:40:55,078 Right. 855 00:40:56,151 --> 00:40:57,619 Loss. 856 00:41:01,553 --> 00:41:03,086 I lost Marie. 857 00:41:04,991 --> 00:41:07,123 Is that what you want to talk about? 858 00:41:08,362 --> 00:41:09,597 'Cause... 859 00:41:09,799 --> 00:41:12,865 I already let Marie go. I said goodbye, so... 860 00:41:14,567 --> 00:41:16,968 (sighs) You know. 861 00:41:18,606 --> 00:41:20,972 When we lose someone... 862 00:41:22,273 --> 00:41:26,010 ...we don't just mourn that person, we... 863 00:41:27,278 --> 00:41:30,883 ...we mourn the loss of a future with them. 864 00:41:35,554 --> 00:41:37,923 Juliet, um... 865 00:41:39,331 --> 00:41:42,365 Juliet was our daughter. Um... 866 00:41:42,366 --> 00:41:44,062 And we had a whole life together. 867 00:41:44,063 --> 00:41:47,197 And I know that-that-that doesn't... 868 00:41:47,399 --> 00:41:51,541 make sense, like, it couldn't be real, but it was. 869 00:41:52,703 --> 00:41:55,039 She was real. 870 00:41:55,976 --> 00:41:59,208 Well, she was real in your world. 871 00:42:02,187 --> 00:42:04,521 She had green eyes. 872 00:42:07,586 --> 00:42:08,783 Oh, a... 873 00:42:08,918 --> 00:42:10,989 little... (laughs) 874 00:42:11,125 --> 00:42:13,591 A little freckle that appeared next to her nose 875 00:42:13,727 --> 00:42:15,829 on her second birthday. 876 00:42:18,369 --> 00:42:20,768 I taught her to read. (sniffles) 877 00:42:24,903 --> 00:42:27,302 I walked her down the aisle. 878 00:42:37,121 --> 00:42:39,215 (crying) 879 00:42:40,355 --> 00:42:41,987 I miss her. 880 00:42:49,597 --> 00:42:52,001 I miss her so much. 881 00:42:52,136 --> 00:42:54,296 ? ? 882 00:42:54,297 --> 00:42:58,207 Captioning sponsored by CBS 883 00:42:58,208 --> 00:43:02,718 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org 884 00:44:02,635 --> 00:44:05,004 ? ? 885 00:44:32,932 --> 00:44:35,700 And now for our commercial. 886 00:44:35,836 --> 00:44:37,668 Buy one of these things. 887 00:44:37,804 --> 00:44:39,775 What is this thing? 888 00:44:40,776 --> 00:44:42,370 -A shaky box. -(rattling) 889 00:44:42,506 --> 00:44:46,307 Everyone needs a shaky box. 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